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Monday, February 18, 2019

BECKY WITH THE BAD HAIR

I have a very pretty name, but the way my manager says it—with sarcasm and poison on her tongue—turns it into something ugly.

Friday, February 8, 2019

FOUR-LEAF CLOVER

I'm no longer going to say "I fell in love," but instead, "I fell into love," as it is very much like tripping.

JOKE NAZI

If you can't handle my darkness, then I cut off the comedy. No jokes for you!

Tuesday, February 5, 2019

OZMA & DOROTHY

I dunno, therapy wasn't so good today. I felt very vulnerable about the things we discussed, and his reaction to them. I mean, I'm glad I got a job and things are looking up, but no matter what I do, I always feel disconnected from the world. I feel like an onlooker instead of a participant. I'm afraid to even allow myself the minutest of joys, because I've been trained to reject it because it doesn't belong to me. Dr. Ben said not to be hard on myself, or judge myself, but I don't know how to not do those things. I'm still ever drowned in fear, and there is nowhere to run to. I keep finding myself in endless corridors with endless twists and turns, and they always lead to one thing: DEAD END.

Saturday, February 2, 2019

RIDE OR PRIDE

The LGBTQ community has the best people: out of all the freak flags, ours is the most colorful.